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07 May 2008
GODS and DEREK ZARYS thoughts
3;IS a very important number in GODS ways;the body,the mind and the spirit(soul)...GOD and I are here to tell ALL!!! of the people that GOD and I are back on earth to set things right;TRY to guess what my mission is from GOD...Remember that we are now modern and feel that the internet will be the best way of communicateing our words to the people of this little planet...We are here to eliminate something that people hold very dear to them...THE DEVIL and his EVIL MONEY;yep!!!thats what my mission is...To get people to work for eachother instead of the middle evil man MONEY(DEVIL);how about that for a knock to the scalp...You MUST!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! give up your LOVE OF MONEY and work for eachother now...GOD and I feel that we are intelligent enough now and advanced enough now that you can give up money and cast away the DEVIL from your minds,bodies and souls...Take a look at how out of controll the love of money is doing to you all...WAR over it,lies over it,murder over it,deception over it and some very very bad leaders who gained evil power because of it...Is this what our future wants;death and destruction??? I dont think so...there is another option from dstroying yourselves;That option is to listen to GODS and DEREKS words ;that are logical and sensefull,and intelligent...WE ask of you;WHAT!!! are you know but money hungry underminded people;who will not work for eachother,but for paper and rocks,metal and numbers;what are people thinking I ask of GOD everyday now...ARE they that tainted with it that they are to remain blind for the rest of their slaveory lives;yes you are,you are slaves to the banks,creditors,mortages,bad leaders,the money market...Are my people going to help GOD and I save them from the DEVIL??? or is it to late???will GOD and I have to start over;wipeing out their place in history;that will be up to you all;whether to accept that I am of GOD and like it or not;money is going the way of the dinasaurs...TOO BAD WE SAY;you can take the facts or you all can just be a waste of flesh and what WE thought were smarter than ever before humans...Their is no GREED in heaven my friends and those who are greedy,will NOT!!!!!!!! be accepted into heaven;and by the way;GOD showed me heaven the other day;and I had to die to see it;but I do beleive it;luckily,he brought me back to tell you all this...Just a thought I had;I am supposed to be in Jerusalim on sunday,may 11th,but am haveing a tough time getting people to beleive in GOD;I have no money and no one to get me there...How am I so sure you ask;well let me just tell you all that I have seen enough proof with mine own eyes and other people have seen it as well for me to beleive that GOD and I are of ONE...if you need proof;you will have to come to me;I have no money to gallavnd all over the world to make beleivers out of my people...So you will have to take GODS word for it untill you can see me...That is all of GODS and DEREKs thought for today I am afraid...look up derek zary on yahoo and google for a whole lot of thought of GOD and ME if you dare and have a day or two to explore all of the CURRENT thoughts of GOD and the whole totally serious mission that GOD and I are on...
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Well folks...
I am sorry that it turns out I AM right...
I AM the chosen number three...
Some facts for you now...
1. The four horseman are now out...As of saturday.
Now , the disatsters are comming hard - and fastly.
2. I have seen the best heavens ladders, shown to me ...
3. I have whitnessed the fallen sparrow (poor fella) in my yard. Put it together.
4. I have seen the reaper in my yard, and in the shy. I AM thinking he is collecting...Not yet for me...
5. I heard the lock click and this may mean lucifer's door is now open and he is free...
Now, the war may begin! And humans and their pure selfish and un-believing ways and self judgeing ways are stuck in the middle of what seems to be a tug of war.
This is what GOD was forced to do after I have seen with my eyes thast humans have not! changed and only became worse with their sin...
By the poor man not! being listened to, for people thinking one has to buy the knowlege of GOD and Wisdom, for thinking that one has to be rich and famous to be heard and listened to, without jelousy. You have sown your own seeds.
I AM sorry that people think money is king on this little planet. And slavory has never stopped and infected what I was told was a free land...I am sorry for all people and their souls...
People should have given me a proper chance and have faith in me.
I am sorry that Christians chose to break and branch off what was sopposed to be the true religion of earth... Ones who choose the christianity that suit their own needs are to blame. I AM sorry that the Roman catolic church has chosen to leave out so much of the truth, all for the money and fame...
Now, we will see just how correct I was...
It may be time for me to go now. Whatever happens to me, does not matter anymore. I AM a true believer in GOD ALMIGHTY...AND NOTHING THAT ANYONE CAN SAY, WILL CHANGE MY MIND!!!
ESPECIALTY ! DOCTORS WHO FIST CHOOSE TO BELIEVE WHAT THAY ARE TOLD IS THE TRUTH...THEY HAVE NO IDEA OF HOW GOD WORKS...
This is a OBE (out of body) that I had a year ago , give or take...It kinda relates to the breathing one...I was only slightly asleep , and my body was tingleing like it allways does when I have these...But I was able to open my eyes, and hear things as well...But, there was groaning, and moaning right beside my bed, with ; I have to say this, like the dead , climbing their way out of their graves...I remember saying aloud that night, that I want GOOD souls to feel safe with me as their gardian (I did not say gardian, but its a better word)...I had no idea that I would get - basically- zombie- noises at the side of my bed. So, still in the OBE. I said aloud, no, not this way, and then I snapped out of it and it never happened again , till the last comment I wrote about the breathing...Its up to all people to believe what I experienced. I wont force anyone, but do, keep an open mind, and don't let doctors make up goofy explanations. There are souls, all over the place, and I do feel that they are in a waiting room...Funny thing too; I wrote about souls being in a waiting room one day. And a year later, here I see a Jewish Rabi? talk about a waiting room. And I knew nothing of this before hand, not read it , nor heard of it. This goes to show that our minds send mind waves and some people are lucky enough to notice. There are NO- coincedences, and I can proove it...There IS! DESTINY... FOR REAL!!!
I have many more experiences to tell of. Remember, I AM not against JESUS in any way...Just trying to convince people of what, how, why, when, and who. I believe me to be the third messenger of GOD, seeing that I swore my soul to him in every way, and he may take my life anytime he feels like, and I would not even think to udder his choice. I am ready to go anytime, thats how much faith I have in the LORD...No complaints from me...Lonely is not the life I wanted, but wound up with, but I AM okay till thwe day he calls me...Too bad no-one will believe a poor man like me...Hmmm; Jesus was poor as well, was he not? And fed up with money traders. I AM reliveing his life, and I think I am a better person because of it...I dont care anymore whether people believe me or not... I belong to GOD and only GOD...
so go ahead and doubt with ignorance. We will see who is right soon enough...I AM not going first for nothing...The only way for true peace is to destroy money as a whole. And dont try the communism crap either. An elected goverment can take care of everyone, as long as money is not involved. They would live like everyone else. No more spoilings...Just people that care about people...Get rid of money, and you get rid of most crime, greed, waste, war, anything connected with it... All the government would have to do , is control the greed of everyone...We all have too much stuff anyway. Share the world with one another, not stick up fences... Quit argueing over whos who and who is right with GOD. Just believe in him and love him like you would want to be loved forever... I do wonder though; if the governments of the whole world DO want a genicide, so they can make a future with/without money. I do wonder whats takeing them with the new world order they are working on...It seems as though Obama is trying to get things more organized with medicare , but, as long as they allow companies to charge whatever they feel like as a fee; its pretty much useless...GET RID OF THE ROOT OF ALL EVIL MR. OBAMA, people cannot love it, if it doesn't exist anymore...3 years and a bit, and counting...
This also happened around Christmas... I was falling into a OBE (OUT OF BODY EXPERIENCE) , but this time, I did not travel...There was a heavy breathing in my room, getting closer as it became louder...Like an out of breath - dare I say dead person... I snapped myself out of it this time...But as soon as I started to drift off again, the same scary breathing came again, getting closer, so I forced myself to be fully concious again, and I heard my father from the next room, talking with my brother, and that gave me some comfort, so I started drifting off again, and I must have been in a OBE, when I just got the scariest feeling I have evr felt. I did not feel anything touch me, but sensed that something came in contact with my toe/foot, and again, I felt nothing phyiscally, but I just automatically jumped, while laying down still, and shook something off my foot/or toe. It was the weirdest thing cause nothing actually touched me, but I sensed something tried to get inside me maybe? And it was not! one of those nerve jumps that everyone gets...It was the scaryness of it , and I guess I can describe it like...Ever hear a man scream?, it was like that slightly while shakeing whatever off my foot...Like shakeing a foot that was on fire, with nothing but air to put it out, you know, a panic feeling...
After this; I asked GOD to bless some water for me, and I sprinkled it around my room and kept the rest by my bedside...I never heard that breathing again, thank GOD...
This is not a thought, nor was I asleep or even near it...
Christmas this year was magical...Not only did I get the chance to see an angel in a photo, from someplace in the U.S.A.... Solid proof that spirits exist, even upon high ones that can help...You all look it up yourselves though, cause I mentioned it on a site, and that particular report was then banned, what a world hey...But one can easily find proof just by searching for ANGEL MIRACLES, or even Miracles?...The thing I cannot get, is WHY? after seeing solid proof, do people still disbelieve in GOD, or a SUPREME BEING...Even right in front of peoples eyes, they still argue...Whatever...
Anyways for about 3 or 4 days in a row, when I went to bed to try to sleep; I saw , when I was wide awake, with my eyes closed. Normally, one would see black or darkness, but I saw a room and a set of stairs to an upper level. The had many many presents, all wrapped up with the shiney foil type wrapping, mostley red, with bows , and all were square. There were many sizes and they were stacked properly...Anyways, this is what I saw and I could not, even squinching my eyes get rid of the image, so I just let it be. It was a dimley lit room, like candle light, but with no candles. Anyways, it was calming to me and it remined me of an old fashion Christmas. So I just let it be till I fell asleep. This happened 2 or 3 days in a row, and I think I even looked down from the stairs at one point...What to make of this? I have no clue, but am wondering if it does not show up written down somewhare else...Anyways, it was a nice scene and did not frighten me one bit...This was Christmas of 2008...
As for being the perfeft person: I just don't think three could ever be one perfect being but GOD and who knows; maybe he made a few mistakes but used them for gain like other people do... It seems to me and my observations of any people I hear about; that--- Absoloutely everyone that I know of has faults. Everyone, includeing Jesus and Moses...I think I wrote before that it DOES take the fallen ANGEL ( who defied GODS natural ways) to break the rules and do some stuff that the mortal person may see. He/ or is it she? did not fall from heavon for nothing...Someone defied GOD and went their own way and GOD may have cared much for this person(wife?) (neg . - pos.) And let this person have their way with the sin that GOD thinks is a spirit killer(maybe hey?) think about it...Positive and Negitve , and an odd impatial ground (son?) hmmm, what a mystery!. I do Know this though ,; And even that lil' fella in the wheelchair said, there is a + & a -- and a very odd changing whenever it wants to element. pos. o neg. & neg to pos. and maybe a nothing in between.he does not give credit to GOD for this, but I saw the picture of the BIG BANG in scientific format, and wow!!! Did it ever look like exactly what man are doing now, to this day, with the smashing of two atoms/or is it electrons in their underground experiments... The lil' guy also mentions blackholes(eye of GOD) ; so now, I am wondering, wow; either GOD is a HUGE human in another dimension or he is a human from the far off future who smashed atoms together to create the universe. Or perhaps, maybe , there is a huge GOD that has created several experimental univrserses(maybe not realizeing what he did) ...Something very serious for us humans to think about I say. And here we are now, doing the very same thing; do scientists get a true picture of what goes on when they mash atoms together. Maybe GOD found out a bit later as well. Just like we are to...Oooops hey? Which leads me to believe; " Hmmmm, just how big is our universe to ourselves,; but what do we compare it to.??" We could all be in a pee-tree(sp) dish as far as I know...
I know there are other things in our universe(s). One night, after doing stuff on the computer; I was so worn out, that I just lay back and I asked GOD fior more knowledge of the universe. Anyway, I just laid backn and relaxed in my chair and I was given a slight tour of many things; I dont know if I believe them currently but I will just tell yall of what I saw, when I kept my eyes closed...
I picked out the two favorites, asit seemed I was given a tour....
One, was a gas-ious cloud, As for a disciption , I suppose it would be simular to JAVA THE HUT from star wars, only , it was a gas cloud , but with some intelligence to survive. It kinda looked like a worm , but with black-holes for eyes and I dont know what kind of gas for the just two(not big fang teeth)n to complete its face. But anyways, I did kinda see a ship enter through the opening in the cloud/mouth and had the though that whoever it was who fell for this trap was doomed for slow consumption. I know this sounds star trek like, maybe, but hmmm, maybe not go there if it ever happens.
Then(you thought I was done?) I found myself dogeing/going around/to and frow within an endless space of tri-angles??? Somehow, I was just avoiding and watching... I still have not to stick this to anything but GODS infinate options... I think he has many...I do know that I visit and lok for good souls in many of my HOLY SPIRIT ADVENTURES...Looks as though DHARMA was right with the FACT that there are at least 3 GODHEADS. It would certainley help explain what has happened to me. Poor Jesus had no scientific help, boy, am I gonna give him a squishhhish hug if he chaces it again...He is just like me; ooops, I mean, I AM, just like him.. Sorry my friends..
Okay: I am hopeing like a madman that people at least try! to understand of how the influence of wealth and popularity/famous affects us all...
Why cannot people be themselves; I just do not get this ordeal; are we all supposed to act the same, without humor or feeling , ort emotion. This would be like a canstant milatarty state I think. No one dare care' What kind of concept is this,and peaople are actually falling for it, thus- doctors are prescibeing drugs to compansate for the care that people have thrown away for the LOVE OF MONEY... Get real folks , and see just how ignorant we all are forced to act. Yes, we are forced to act this way. With the ever improveing methods of sitting in a chair and have evrything done for you.; Just laziness , as far as I can observe...Like a person needs a machine to put some toothpaste on a toothbrush for them... It like people will come up with anything to make the buck, notm careing that the people who buy the prodects are being made out to be a newborn baby that cannot yet do anything for itself...Talk about full circle hey?. Think about it..Its kinda like needing a clock to tell you to listen to a clock to tell you what time it is. If you are tired, its nap time! thats it... What happened to commen sense. it was simply diluted with money. Now; I notice, that things of the past remidies for ailments are being proven helpfull; all this knowledge is fre from nature and people who have grown wiser from experience( the elderly in other words)... But now, the simple remidies have to cost an arm and a leg, for some reason. The reason is; the poor and or people who cared to listen to gramma & grampa had no money(maybe) TO GET THESE SIMPLE IDEAS OUT TO THE PUBLIC.. Thus, here comes the INVESTORS. .. They may have started out good , but everything can be overplayed...They can get the buisness off the groung alright, but then word spreads and as usual, more money is wanted and more invertors are needed, and bamng, bang , bang, one thing leads to another. All of a sudden, everybody wants everyone to sit at home and invest and sel and this and that overt the computer; not even realizeing that they are in instantly in debt as soon as people realize thay have to stick with some basic knowledge of how to survive...Then; the buying stops and their is termoil; its too easy to seefor GOD and I...People are acting like children now-a-days and need a hefty slap upside the head...Its about time people start careing again. I could not believe what I heard today of a APOTHY DRUG to make humans care about eachother. Oh-GOD; you had better put them out of their own mney loveing missery before they screw up everything. Time to grow up people, be yourselves, don't follow famous trends( most end up makeing fools of themselves anyway) your friends may not remember of how you idolized rich people; but I would have to to think that GOD has a journal of all your mistakes and such and just how they affected your lives. Those who CHOOSE to IGNORE their own silllyness...Well, you all know what the bible says about ignorance... Its just BAD...I see it as PRETENDING TO IGNORE THE SIMPLE THUTH OF GOODNES/CARE/LOVE that all people SHOULD put at the first of the list...If you only care about yourselves, eeesh; I am so sorry for that sefishness...We are al of the makeup. We all feel emotiion. choose to choose the one that cares the most, this is most liikely where GOD is waiting...The fallen Angel: well he/SHE! might want the easier way to do stuff..I get the thought thought that people who fight money loveing will not be welcome in hell, for they would certainly form a rebellion of some kind... So; what happens to souls who ended up loveing money but hated what it did to themsemselves? This would be a place for restless spirits to live in... Cannot give up the loot(why -though, it just stuff) seeing a mamma bird feed her baby means more to me than material stuff... I just cannot believe we need drugs to teach us how to be human again. And who wants to live to an old age, where as , one has to ware a diaper again and be treated like a child by overpaid nurses(not all) some nurses still care, but from what I have heard lately, it seems to be to much bother to change the sheets of a soiled elderly bed...And they dont even think about of how they wil be treated on their deathbed ; or do they, maybe they think it will ony get worse , so they will start the trend(un-knowingly)...I could never do this to any elderly person. I AM only forty , but somehow, understand exactly what they go through..I -no words,,, I do know that some elderly have thoughts thoughts/and or feelings that they are owed --some kind of recognition of what they went through to provide for the siblings. They become more bitter when when money issues start popping up. And get more paranoid, even of sibling and children,why? (people may ask) , because this is the way we were taught; to live off of our sibling hardships. I never want my dad to die, money or no money, but , the daddy may think that this is the way everyone thinks, (to get the inheritence). I have been trying to get me DAD to spend his well earned loot on himself and have a good memory before he leaves this money loveing world but i am put out to e the bad child. I dont know why though. I prefer to be free of the guiilt of wishing my father who allaways showed up for me when in trouble DEAD"___ Just to get a new head start; I would rather earn it on my own. He gave me enough knowlege to do it, but I still refuse to buy a piece paper to say that I Am qualified to know what I have known all all-along...Iam Not the smartest person in the world, but I do remember of the important things that I have the insight to remember as a lesson...
First of all;, it now seems I have to talk out loud to the computer to get my comments through. Just let me talk. I know I probally offend everybody now now, but I dont care anymore. Its my life I gave up for the true GOD and I give it freeingly, me first I guess, and I volunteer wholeheartedly... I have been thinking alot tonight, not much else I can afford to do, this is why the poor men are wiser than the blindfolded rich who make up their own beliefs...
First of all; I had better tell you all of what else I have been doing in the spirit world...It was the night before I was to go on a milk run with my brother Les Doell. I knew I would not get any sleep anyway and asked if I was to go on one of my spiritual journeys , and after I had only three hours left to get some shut eye, I lay on my back. And of course; like I expected, I went on one. Anyways, I found myself in trouble trying to teach a couple of gentlemen the truth (I am guessing) never did hear what I was saying, and their was an impartial whitness in the room as well, (kind of a normal kitchen setting room) and he was just obsereving and was the owner of the residence. Anyways, I said something that the two other men did not care to think about, and they started towards ma in a slow cautious pace, getting ready to beat me to a pulp; the next thing I know is I go into a tounge rambleing thing in a kind of a whisper voice. What I am guesseing, that I was asking GOD to do for me was to give them a sign that I was serious about whatever I had said... Then ; I gave a nod of my head ( like a confirmation on the sign) and a huge bang/or boom of thunder of which I had never heard in my 40 years of mortal life I have had occurd. Just ; BANG!!! and that was it, and the two men turned and ran; I did not even notice the door opening and they might have just dissapeared before they could make it to the door... And the impartial whitness said -in astonishment, something like " And right to the very second" ... Then , being totally drained of alertness was I, I just gave him a , " I must rest now sign' ; I could not talk atoll, so he tucked me in a single type bed/cot/couch, and went upstairs to repeat the story to his dear wife. I did feel he was a family man but never seen his wife, (maybe belief is too hard to believe for some) and I then drifted off to sleep in my spiritual journey...Then I snapped out of it and returned to my mortal body; and just in time to get ready for the milk run that I asked GOG to wake me up for in time to make it-1:30 A.M. ...
Sooo, thats that story, so; hopefully, my Love of GOD and my understanding Of Jesus's impossible mission has given me the right to be the one - out of the six billion eligable souls to tell of how and and why of everthing, and make sure that love(GOD) is of the most importance of anything, in any dimension!...I think one can only experience the true suffering of the poor, by being poor themselves. Their are shows that try to portray this , any hooray for them,but with a camera crew and all, one can expect some tainted-nes. let there be a person with a hidden camera and in trouble with life's money loveing problems be seen , and really see how much help there is out there. I have not seen any, and if there is, it certainly is not made known of... I will continue in a moment...
Well; I had better get this in before the thirty year deadline, things would get fuzzy by then. This is one I had months ago. And I don't know who I told it to...
I don't know if its hell, or the future or influence. But freakish, definately...
I seemed to be trying to go home or escape from a place like a butcher plant, only thing is, is was all humans on the hooks. Their Hairless bodies slowely proceeding to the cut up table. I didn't even see the begining or end, but did hear the sawing. It seemed to be the old plant I worked at, and I finally flew out of there, with of course, people after me, and there were many power lines to avoid. I suspect this may be the future of the plant that stabbed me in the back and left me out to die for their own ignorant reasons. And maybe a bit of DHARMA influence in there , with the meat eating issue. I mostley agree with her and hope someday we won't need flesh anymore, but for now, I just cannot see six billion people relying on vegies. And crops can so easily be wiped out with wacky weather. Grow indoors? hmmm. And where does meat flavor come from anyway,? meat ?. I think sea food is the best, but there's not enough of that either, even with the high price of it. We may end up eating bugs again...ick...
I cannot find out just how to get my real birthday on my information...March 24 -1969...
Okay folks, back again with the lastest one while I slept in my tent. Cannot afford camping so whatever does now...
First part was of no knowledge...
Next ; I think I have allways believed in U.F.O.'s and makes sense . What scientists dont stop to think about in their lil money loveing world(not all) is that the universe is plenty old enough to have had other life and others ARE ! Way ahead of our 'we are the best' selves...They may have trvelled for centuries to help GOD or watch the show or wait for whats leftovers after we ruin it all. I heard enough of that non-sense, and way to much proof is out there if people would do the 'HOMEWORK' !
So , I just showed up at a site with canyons and may have been Mnt. Rushmore. A good place to hide for the leaders. So as I was looking up, I noticed 5 - 6 ? Large Crafts in the air around the canyon, waiting I think. Next thing I know. I was in some sort of room. Did not see a host but apparently, was going through some faces and bodies of whom I should look like for the nagociations? I had a mate with me, dont know who. Anyways ; I took a good look at a very old couple with hair of gray and a bit brown, and very long , past the shoulders at least. Then I was going through some individual faces, la la, and took a good look at a around 28-30 year old face that looked like a freind of mine, and then came out of this adventure. Of course, my body was tingling, what a good theropy hay? But as far as I got this time. Someone helped me with just masking my body and provideing a different image. Kind of a holagram over a body, whatever. Makes sense too, for we are almost there already. Why would it not have been profected by a future spiecies. Give this a very good thinking...
As a special note tp yall, I found out today that apparently, there is a number 3 in the GODHEAD. And he IS- THE HOLY SPIRIT. This would certainly explain of just why I got that wonerfull feeling after the BISHOP OF SASKATOON marked the cross on my head at my confirmation when I was 14 ? close enough... What a feeling, felt as though someing entered me and took up residence,of course , the HOLY SPIRIT is what confirmation is all about. And does not matter the procedure, the belief is the most important part...I dont care anymore what people think of me, too bad I guess...
Earlier this week; I had one, where I went to a lounge, and spooked some people, it was packed and I snuck behind the bar, got in between the bottles tucked undernieth in the front of it, squeezed my spirit in between the bottles and wood, and pushed all of them to the floor, and they all smashed to pieces. Then to add a bit of comedy to it ( I guess) I did a Stewie Griffin impression and said owe, owie and mommy, owww, then was on my way to prove to others the spirit is real. I played with one guys hair, he had no idea of what just happened, I then ended up carrying a girl out of there, pickinmg favorites I guess, some followed but I lost track of them when I was attacked by the X wife, now demen. She brought 3 friends to capture me, so , around we went , and they eventually wound up surrounding me, then I got a show of her face turning totally demen, not so lovely anymore, so I spin around and they lose grip, so I had to wake myself up. I never had a good look at her three helpers, but one did look kind of like a stuffed elephant , Huh? so whatever, maybe they were my children and they oicked their disguises, they of course took her side cause she had all the stuff , and the one sided justice in the situation. I guess its their souls they are giving up; I tried to tell them the truth, but the betrayer has her own false stories... Oh whell; I do have plenty of others and really appreciate have a place to right this all down just one time; I dont like repeating things, cause they change and this creates mis-interpatations and arguements. At least I got a ruge confidence booster today from church and all will fit if people do the homework they willahve to face sooner or later. Some say of my smokeing, and wanting to have fun, well, its a huge stress reliever to let loose and have fun, everyone else gets to.Everyone needs a break ! And after what I have been going through for the past 40 years, I think we deserve it. I am sure Jesus would feel the same way... I have lost count of my episodes and wish the computer would comply and let me talk this out. I need a camper, for some solitude...
Good day to yall, and thanks for reading this stuff. And dont fall for the bigger member for the ladies routine, afetr useage and stretching, even bigger will be needed. Think about it men...Just a scam...
This is the OUT OF BODY (science term) I have had. I thought I had better get cracking and go to work now. Its so hard going through the thousands of options.
OBE's . Well know and believed with the plenty of proof out there. Its said that Ienstien went into them on purpose to gain much needed knowledge. Doctors just think its Chemical changes of course, but lack to mention that the whole body and mind IS chemicals & energy. Of course. And the chemical change is just how it is done, and I am thinking that with the faith in GOD, these cahnges are possible, and how else would I have gathered some proof that the spirit can leave the body if asked politeley and believed in. It has to be. We are all energy anyway, so why cannot this energy leave the body, it may have something to do the amount of energy in the body, but I may be wrong of course. The body does tingle, and is simular to sleep paralisys(sp). And if one is not afraid of the breathing stopping, go ahead and take a gander at life and discover truth and more faith that spirit is real. Whenever I inquire if I am going out. It usually happens, and if not much attention is paid to breathing. One may wonder around for around ten minuets or so.
Anyhow, I consider this a gift and I have learned the lot of the science of it all.
This is the vision/OBE I experienced and is definately the truth.
I was talking to an audience but did not know what I was saying(no sound on this one.
Anyways, I turned to the right to show the people, and in perfect color and reselution. Jerusalim came up from bottom to top, and was perfect to the best color and all. And I either looked up or pointed up. And a huge fireball/astroid just strted to enter the atmosphere in the form of a huge fireball. Them I turned to the left and the X-wife who decieved me at least 3 times, strated comming to attack me. In the form of maybe a winged dragon only her nude body insted of dragon. I think we started the fight and then I got a very quick feeling that I was now standing on something in the air and then I snapped out of it. So this, I gather was either my double looking or me. Chariot, maybe? maybe a ship cause the platform fely roomy...
This is the sign I was waiting for, and tatally believe it as what is to come if THE LOVE OF MONEY continues... It will never stop unless money ceases to exist I fear... Not long after this, maybe a week. Something beside my bed askled a very clear question. I thought of what this might mean and gather that the 'when' was the date of which to hit...So a week or two later, after all the influence, I said give them what they want and do the dec.21 st thing. But later on changed my mind. To confirm my X is to be a demen. I changed It to her birthday, which is NOVEMBER 13th (bl day) 2012. And I pry this will be the date to end all things and the suffering of the poor and the destuction of the love of money...what better date than the X, who lied and said I hit her. Quickly ruined all hope with adultry before the divorce, and then proceeded to ILLEGALLY steal the children and everything I owned but what I snuck out of the house before she left it to ruin. I , of course had no chance of getting a lawyer who wanted 5 grand before I could even see one. No justice anymore. Legal aid lied and said that I and her cannot use the services at the same time. I was told this later after I tried and they told me they would have to use a different lawyer on their staff to help me. So , of course I was not told this the first time, clearly, the women is allwasy the favored one, and since she lied so hard, they most likely thought I was so terrible. This is what happens when a man treats his wife to well. They lose respect, I just dont get that one. She told my mother Mary Louise Zary this and I heard it plain as day, so what does one do, start beating her, so I slowed down my maid service to her worship and then she didn't like it, This drove me to two breakdowns and some other stuff to keep the hurt away, then was misdiagnosed with bi-polar by a doctor more interested in keeping me in la-la land for the rest of my life...They tried to erase GOD from my mind, but I hung on. The doctor is now dead from cancer(co-incedence). had no clue he had it, and was dead in 6 months?? not to sure ion that one. This caused hospital time and when she lied and said I hit her, her daddy told me never to touch her again, So I didnt, and knew it was over, so then decided that maybe death woould be better and test GOD at the same time. I thought I was gone but somehow managed to survive, I dont know how though, I took enough pills to kill a horse. She found me after being away all day at daddy's planning to rob me blind, she sent me to hospital. I returned the next day, on my birthday and it would not let me in. Then the hell began...She of course denies all this now, dont get that one, and still insists I NEED HELP. I got the help alright. GOD!. Now we will see how crazy I am. I have a doctor I have intelligent conversations with and the only drug he want me to take is serriquell, to get to sleep, cause I AM a think tank. It works okay, but I did read up on it and it can damage the mind , and definately makes one eat like a madman. So, I take as little as possible now, and have been without it for weeks now. All that started all this, is the fact that I had a hard time sleeping since age 19, when My first love betrayed me.... Anyways, my doctor did mention a theory of how Dear JESUS came back in the flesh. he said that there was a guy who said there was a copy made of JESUS. Pretty wild hey. Since we are able to make copies now, hmmm, sound like science and GOD may tie in after all...Think people about htis possability, and think of how much even more advanced that some strangers are we dont know about. I believe in U.F.O'S OF COURSE, and given all the proof out there that people just cannot open their eyes to . Well, what can I tell them, but to do THE HOMEWORK for yourselves. For heavens sake, grow up and stop ignoreing all the facts right in fron of your , only I am important eyes...Scold me anytime you want and dare to argue, but get the facts first. I will win...sorry for your disbelief...Sorry for your poor souls...
WELL (sigh) I just wrote 3 pages of text to , I pray, everybody. But it vanished off of answers; this would not be the first time I have been shut out cause of jelousy. Just what the heck do I have to do, start sending my own body parts to OBAMA ?
WELL, I HVE A TON OF WORK to do today and have to hit a garage sale; smashed my nose picking finger yesterday with a heavy hammer, cannot use it now; I knew it uz bound to happen, lesson learned again, and another FAMILY GUY EPISODE.
Whats a poor boy of GOD to do. life is not only a test, but a lesson as well...Anyone who can get this on facebook for me , will be my buddy, but I dont wanna do that stinky bird dance ever again, looks like people sitting on the pot. Ick...thats is all for today Children of GOD, at least, thats how we start out, then its up to us...This IS--- what free will is all about ; and for heavens sake, no-body get jelous, just be happy...Have ya heard; everybodies heard - about the bird.
Family Guy , Volumne 7 , disk two, episode 1 ; I Dream Of Jesus...Lauphed my panties off, how did I end up wareing panties? Just kidding...toodles...luv your guts... ick...
DEREK HERE; THE REAL ONE and for pete's sake, I DO NOT!!! LIVE IN THE U.S.A. . I live in the world; and the word of GOD... I tried to talk to MEL GIBSON TODAY. In his mind mind , he thinks he's GOD , poor lil fella. he wants a mission, try mine, be poor and try to do it my boy...
I met Denise Balon , from elementry school the other day...That poor girl, she has never known REAL LOVE; she could not put it together that she was the absolute first girl I ever fell in love with, and I do mean as deeply as one can get.
It was kiss and catch at recess ( it should be catch and kiss) for obvious reasons...I caught her, after fighting off the kicks, we finally wrestled her down, and I got my very first kiss to her right cheek. It was the perfect coolness, the perfect smoothness, the most perfect feeling in the world & the universe, if only she didn't want to grow up so darn fast...So , I watched, I learned of love in the most painfull way ( yes, I am crying right now) I do alot of that...She only had eyes for my best friend Lester, boy! what a situation. So , I let her be, and just observed for the next 35 years, Yep, I kept an eye open. Watched her throw her love away.
THERE ARE !!! NO COINCEDENCES DEAR...
Anyhow; I saw her at a lounge , she laughed at me , of course , she could never get past my nose, and take a real look at my green eyes and the window to my soul, if she did , wow! it could have been magic. Little did she know, that I was destined to become magic and love in it's purest form...I had the dog to take home, but lost my camera in the lounge, so had to go back, hint ! There are no coincedences !!! Everything is meant to be; so as I continue to open up and bear my soul of love; I will finish this true story.
Then I went back the third time, and she basically ran away, afetr hitting the biffy to wipe some tears away; and be convinced by a severe man hater with the snarliest face I have ever seen. I know what 'it ' told her, no man is good anymore and just throw me away, like my X did... These women just don't make the list, no way, no room for manhaters in heaven,so sorry. So , Denise, throw away your distrust of me, and throw away anyone who differs this true message and do the right thing, do not ! throw your last chance at happiness away; there's only 3 years left my love, then it all burns up ! way up ! Judgement has begun and I am out and in, cannot turn back now and I need someone to hold.
Here is the bonus kick in the head. That girl on Three's Comany , named Denise ; you do know she looked like you on that winter day in grade 2 ? And I saw myself as JACK Trpper all the time, I had just the right amount of goofieness to keep you laughing...You were as cute as a button that day, and with that curly hair , plump cheeks , and tube & earmuffs on... I remember everyhing my dear...And I still can forgive what you and kim did to me to make Les Jelous...
signing off...DEREK JAMES ZARY...DZERLOVE . DEEZER, STANLEY, GILLIGAN,THE COACH, AND THE FIRST...SUZIE... ? NEVER GOT THAT ONE.